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Shame my community


There’s a lot of shame in the community
And It almost killed me to have his lecherous body drain me of blood
As though I shouldn’t be in the water.
Not Everybody wants swim in my community
Or walk across the lake unafraid
There are shakes in the water, you'd think

Why must we give them so much power
Why must you live like a shadow
Hiding from yourself
Selling yourself short of love
Don't let it consume you

So holding my hand is criminal to the biblical eye
Stepping out of my dorm-room is a travesty
Loving me and owning it is a life sentence of shame
Why must you give them so much power
over your soul.
it's crippled  from all the time
it has had to break and bend to please the morally supreme
The self proclaimed righteous
Who over looks himself.

Why must we walk as slaves without chains
Carry the cross that hinders our happiness
Why must we be so shameful
to walk, talk and live in our truth
Why must our sublime not be seen or felt
There's just a lot of shame in my community
And I want to be free of it.

So...
I hope you reach the pressing wall
that only offers you a life of sorrow and self loathing 
or
Happiness and love for life's glory
And I hope you choose self liberation 
I hope the curtains fall and the light strikes the shadow away.
burns the biblical eye into a crust and leaves you soaked in love and happiness
we have been liberated to live, so
just make sure, your happy in this life.

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